Howdy!

It’s me.
I'm alive. Still..
It's been awhile since I was able to see the good old blogger home page. I'm not even sure if anyone makes it to this thing any more.
I haven't heard any more on the whole Police Department thing.. But I still have my fingers crossed. There's another tryout on the 9th of next month for a different department, so I suppose I'll go to that too.

Now onto bigger things..
C__ and I are hitting some tuff times right now. It feels different between us right now. I don't know how to explain it..

I'll just lay out the scenario and see what you think about it.

Friday was deemed "Guy's Night" all of us old friends got together, berried a few old problems and went to a Sting game (Lacrosse). I had never gone to a Lacrosse game in my life. It was different.. vary different. it was like basketball rules unless you were the poor fool with the ball. Then you were a dead man. All gloves came off helmets too.
Our tickets where won in a silent auction for $50 we showed up and they let us up to our seat. Up I say because they were in a suite.. Now that was two new things, a lacrosse game and we got to watch it with free food and beer. Needles to say, I had a "few beers" and some food our team won in sudden death by one point.
We went back to P-Riddys where I proceeded to get even more drunk.. Not drink more but just get more drunk. At that moment I had the grand idea.. "Everyone has a post while drunk, I gotta do it." Stumbled my way upstairs to the computer barley squeaked out the post I was able to get up and then C__ called. She said are you drunk, I said a little, she said are you coming home? I said, yeah but we're still over at P-Riddys. She got a little mad saying she had something planned for us and wanted me home soon. I said, well to be honest I don't remember anything we said after that but by then it was time for us to head home. So that's when gravity proved itself to me and I fell all the way down a flight of stairs landing on my back. Got up and walked over to the sink, left a little present in there and walked out to head home. Then we were at J's house, I don't remember the car ride there but I know it took about an hour to get there.. We went in, I sat down pulled out my contacts, I don't know why I thought to do that, and set myself an alarm to get me up in two hours so as to get home by 4am.

Que 7am I wake up and notice it's light cringe at the sight of it and get up. I arrive home to find C__ gone to God knows where.
But I had no idea she had planned something vary special for the night before.. the night I didn't come home for.
Lets just leave it at she had set out rose peddles and strung lights around the bed canopy.
Now of course I'm feeling bad enough..

Enter C__,
She understandably mad but she tells me to take my stuff and get out we're done.. and then throws all my clothes down the stairs at me. We fight for about umm the rest of the day AKA she yells at me, I sit and listen.

Would you take it that far?

Needless to say I'm not moving out, she was just really mad and still is. I can just feel it in her.

God everything’s just crazy sometimes
It felt good to post..
Se ya'll later